Why does it hurt?

I'm quitting my job, my $9.40 per day cleaner job. Totally dirty and under paid. I'm quitting because of my tuupid toe T.T weird this is.. having such a suckish job and I'm hurt that I'm quitting O___o maybe it's because that I felt wanted and needed there although I know I'm just being used.. :\ I'm really confused right now D:

'If I could fly, I'd pick you up, I'd take you into the night and show you a love. Like you've never seen... ever seen.' - Into The Night by Benny Mardones